Woke up to another 4 egg tarts and a jug full of chipsmore.
Haha ohmygod, see there is completely no need for me to eat outside when I can't even finish the overwhelming food at home.
I seriously think I need to start running again. Haven't done so in like a week? And Mel who just lay down in bed for 3 days looks like she dropped a size?
Haha, I already explained to Sijia my view.
If you're small, and you become smaller, it's not very obvious
If you're small and you become bigger, it's so obvious because you're not small anymore haha.
But if you're tall and you become bigger, it's not very obvious.
And if you're tall and you become smaller, it's very obvious!!
So it's always losing case for short people :( So I shall not feel so sad if I gain more than I lose.
Anyway! Had a really long phone call all the way till 7am, I sure hope things can finally look up! *fingers crossed* I must stop being such a pessimist! I'm really happy that he's super tolerating of my nonsense and oversensitivity. I can think of the most ridiculous and outrageous things to accuse him, and he has never shouted at me or been angry at me. Aww! We have been having a lot of conflicts recently, and I really miss how he used to be. I really hope we can make it through this time. We've been been through so much these 13 months,( and that's the longest he has ever stayed with a girl!! :D ) and I wish I can finally say I trust him fully in time to come, and he wouldn't want anyone else but me. Hahahahaha really feel like seeing my scrawny now.
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