" Memories are wonderful things, if you don't have to deal with the past. "
Was contemplating to do a post on this, because I'm still undergoing a very rough patch of my life... I'm not sure how things are now, what I want, what he wants, what we want. But I guess, things will work themselves out eventually. My love life hasn't been the most smooth, but one thing for sure, I learned something from each relationship. Having my trust misused in the first one, inevitably makes trusting hard for the second one. Right now, I am still filled with doubts, but I always try to remind myself to " have a little faith" as he says. I know of people who are very practical beings, who care a lot if they can have a future together... but for me, I just want to be happy now. That's the most important to me.. so when I'm not happy anymore.. I know which route I should choose. I have a really stubborn heart though. Every time I feel like I'm alright and ready to let go, it just has to fucks my mind over. !@@#$#@$@ I always let my heart win. It's not easy for me to fall in love, and when I do, it takes a lot of friends to get me out of it. I don't see what's the problem or what's so hard being in a relationship. All you have to do is think in that person's shoes, and don't each other for granted. Random surprises here and there, and let them know that they are the only one! That's all what........ what's so hard.
I think being single is a good thing. People who are single by choice, are seldom sad I think? It's like they don't have to be reliant on anyone.. and they are so carefree.. they do what they want, go where they want, no fights, no aches.
But trust me, being in a relationship provides you with a kind of happiness none of your friends can make you feel. Having someone to fall asleep with, is one of the best feelings ever. Falling asleep in his arms, and waking up to the warmth of his body.. In the middle of the night, you find yourself sleeping back to his front, his arms wrapped around your waist, tightly, despite him being asleep, and whenever you move an inch, he pulls you in closer...Your legs entwined, his breath on your skin, to how your head fits perfectly on his shoulders. Everything in that moment seems so meant to be. Waking up beside someone you love, is the best best feeling ever.
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