Seeing you try to be the perfect one for me is enough.

No you're not perfect.

I can honestly say that maybe you're not the guy my mom wanted me to meet.

And I believe that my mom would kill me for dating someone who smokes and gambles at an early age.

But I never cared.

First, I tried to help you quit smoking, but I unknowingly picked it up.

Then I tried to encourage you to be the best student I know you can be, be the best person I know you are.

Because I wanna believe that even if you're not perfect, and you're never going to perfect.. you're going to be perfect for me.

Like how the fact you don't really do sweet things, give surprises, or visit me in school.

I can even laugh about the fact that you can fart in front of me because that's how comfy we are with each other.

I know that you're never going to be perfect, and you're not going to be the prince charming that every girl is dying to meet. But being you is enough, seeing you try to be the perfect one for me is enough. It's hard that I can expect so much and get let down a lot. But that doesn't mean I don't love you for who you are.. and for how you love me.

I've never doubted that I love you even though you have the worst habits in the world. And I guess that's what love is supposed to... accepting them for who they are. I know I have my fair share of imperfections and insecurities, but believe me, I am trying my very best to be the best I can be for you.

I spend 23hours a day wondering whether we are wrong for each other, wondering whether we've got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether our past baggage sink a small ship. Whether if things would work out this time, whether you would change. But in the 24th hour, I realised I've been thinking about you for 23hours. There's something about you that I can't stay away from. Something about you that makes me want to love you

Let's make the best out of the time we have left together. 

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