This is why I try not to be close to too many people because I feel like I can’t focus my attention so much and I’d rather have a few deep relationships than be friends with lots of people on the surface only. Because I feel like a bad person if I’m not there for them when they need me and I don’t have the kind of energy because I want to give all my friends 100% but I can’t … haiya.
And in the end when I feel like I’m not a good enough friend to somebody it just brings me down. sigh.
Took the above from Rachel's blog. She spoke my heart out.
All the things that I've felt, she's put it down exactly in words.
I want to be a good friend,
but I don't have what it takes.
Inadequacy-- This feeling is nothing new.
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