Omg just hung up with Cy and I am crying like a whale.
It's NOTHING. I just feel this gap whenever he is in camp.
We were talking talking and when it was time to hang and he said "byebye"
I started crying , like huge big sobs.
And he was so sweet he said : "you promise me don't cry then I hang" which made me cry even harder.
Reminds me of my Primary One days. I was forever feigning toothaches, stomachaches, headaches to skip school. And when I failed, I spent my entire recess at the paid phone crying to my mom. It's not that I don't have friends or I was bullied. I just really don't like the idea of being abandoned in a sense. It scares the shit out of me to imagine there would never be another "hello". This scares me the MOST
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