The sad thing about life is that once you start getting comfortable about something, it begins to change.
Think about the friends you've made, and how when you think you've a really stable and good relationship with him/ her , things change.
Think about how you're starting to put your trust in a person, and then you find out something shocking.
Think about how when you're starting to grasp the concept of a certain chapter, and they introduce a new terminology with a more complicated form.
Think about how every time when you put all your faith, hope and love in someone , and how it always screws up.
Moral of the story; Don't fucking get comfortable.
I'm not being a pessimist by listing out all the possibilities and ways that bad things are going to happen. I can just feel it coming so strongly. Like a monster that creeps up on me at any chance that I'm unaware. I must be on guard.
I must be crazy.
I don't deny that all these are in my head.... no one makes me sad. I do.
So don't you use this against me, please.
( I don't wish to be like that, I'm scared. )
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