Aloha. Seldom my BB's camera can capture pictures so sharply, so here's a post!! This was what I had for breakfast a few mornings ago. Really want to lose weight but it's so hard........... It looks damn little, but really that's one whole corn, one tomato, half of a whole stem of broccoli and two fish fingers!!! And I also cooked myself a bowl of corn and mushroom soup, with one slice of toast ( not in picture cause it was toasting in the oven). Thought it would last me till night, but I was hungry again..... U_U And I'm really really tired, haven't slept in 24hrs.( I think I converted my sleeping time to eating time.) I went to bed at 10pm last night and I was wide awake and impatiently waiting for my alarm to ring.
Paper today went fine, guess I can manage a borderline pass, and I'm happy enough with that. Lol. Please don't judge. I don't have high expectations of myself academically.. I am the most unambitious person you'll ever meet. Like I don't even know/ want to be competitive? Maybe because I have everything to gain and nothing to lose that's why there's nothing for me to be competitive about? Hahaa.. Can't even take anything seriously now, everything seems like a joke to me. And yes. The sister pointed out a few days ago on Whatsapp that I always "hahaha" to make things sound trivial and unimportant. Well, I wouldn't deny that. But if I were that serious, I'll become a really sad girl.
Just had dinner with the mother, it's been so long since we both sat down and ate on the same table. She's always doing so in front of the TV. We talked for an hour, which I honestly didn't expect! More like, we were gossiping about our relatives LOL. And she told me if I want to get a boyfriend, get a decent one who's capable. Then I asked her a question which left her dumbfounded for 10 seconds, and when she spoke she said " That's why don't choose the same path as mommy".
Don't worry mommy, I won't.
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