Sunday, April 7, 2013

Hello!!!! Starting off this post with a self shot, is that very narcissistic? 
Holidays are here hoyeah. I'm so happy!! This sem past in a flash!
First tried this Chicken Mcgrill when Mario ate it for supper. 
I took one bite and I was in love.
I love ciabatta bread!! This was soooo delicious I couldn't get it out of my mind!
So I had it for dinner one day. It's my current favourite from macs now hehe. It's so yummy!!
And on the same night, my friend picked me up to accompany him for a late dinner and we had macs again omg. Felt so fat after that.
Speaking of dinner that night... woah I was soooo upset. I brought my laptop out for my friend to charge his phone, and so I left his phone on my key board and closed the screen with a gap in between of course. BUT FOR SOME OBSCURE REASON.. when I came home and turned my laptop on, I was greeted by this giant ant looking shit. Woah.. I really had a shock. 
MY LCD SCREEN CRACKED. 
AHH FML!!!!
Went to repair it the next day for a whooping $380, my heart hurts so bad omg...
I cld have bought a prada iphone case, a YSL bracelet,  or A PAIR OF CHANEL EARRINGS which I can't bear to buy myself yet..
WOAHHHHH.
Now that I'm comparing it to material stuff my heart is bleeding......... :'(
Anyway whatever la. Can't do anything about it also.
Really fml. I also almost lost my wallet that day. I left it in the toilet. Went back 30 mins later and found it. WOAH! HOW LUCKY! I still thought it was a good day you know. until this shit happened. MY chanel earrings... :'(

Ok. Anyway, think I'm having issues again. ,Was about to sleep one night and started grabbing the fats on my thighs. Woah. I swear I was this close to putting on my running shoes and go for a run man. 
I am sooooo fat. Like I'm not plump but I have a lot of fats in me... Like it's wobbly.
Gonna take this exam study break to detox.. 
When it comes to salad, i'm a very greedy person!! Haha. 
I try to load it up with as many ingredients as possible.

Added egg, chicken breast, tomatoes, long beans, orange, apple, plum, corn, crabstick, lettuce!
Added japanese onion and sesame dressing on it, it's so delish!! 
Gonna make stir fry broccoli with mushrooms and tofu tmr. 
Please let me become leaner :'( 
Been feeling extremely self conscious about my body lately and that's a nasty feeling I wish I didn't have to feel..




 Went to Playhouse and butter last night!! 
This is my favourite bed to fall asleep on. :) 


On another note, I think I'm a walking contradiction. My feelings and what's on my mind are in constant conflict,.. I'm not a person who constantly pursues love, but I really hope that one day someone will hold my hand and look me in the eye and tell me how proud and lucky he is to have me.. Don't know why people always make me feel like they are ashamed of me... am I really that bad? I wish someone would look at my flaws and still tell me that I'm lovely enough for them.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi Weizhen, I just want to tell you that you are beautiful and everyone has flaws. Seriously no one is perfect and someday someone will love you for who you are, someone whos worthy of you but first you have to learn to love yourself ok? I think that's the most important!! And I hope you are doing fine in school. Have a good week!

Weizhen Teh said...

You are so lovely, thank you for making me feel better i love you even tho i dont know you, i love you because you have such a kind heart, thank you so much. i just don't know why it seems like i'm always an embarrassment. school's good so far. hope yours will be too sweetheart.

Anonymous said...

acs shirt? hehe ac boys are the best to date.

Anonymous said...

hey, just to let you know, you are so pretty and definitely not an embarrassment! have a lovely day!

Weizhen Teh said...

Hahaha, Haven't tried dating an AC boy yet... Gosh, aren't AC boys like big time flirts. Don't like.

Weizhen Teh said...

Haha, you are so nice to talk to, thank you for listening :) . Sorry i deleted the comment. Not very nice to talk badly about people hor.. Thank you for being here for me ok!!