Wzhn Allie

Haven't been blogging because life just seemed to be  downward spiraling now, and I don't want to come across as a bitter person even though I may have already created the impression..

There is no way I can articulate these emotions because I am very confused and my thoughts are mostly contradictory. Seems like bottling up my emotions and let it fade in time is the only thing I can do.. I've also made a forte of forcing myself to do things I dislike.. Sigh. Just feel very tired of life.. i am back at this phase again.  

Anyway you should know now that I only use my phone to instagram and read thought catalog. And every time I come across something relatable I'd screen shoot it. 

This is an article on " Ways you know someone doesn't love you" 

" more words dedicated to people who will never dedicate a single thing to me"

Story of my life.

Sigh shall stop here because this negativity is getting out of hand..

I'm just so tired of being 2nd .. being doubtful.. brushing my shoulders.. acting like i'm not affected and being a spare. gnight