5am thoughts

" I love you" is a word said too often and too much.

Is it still love when you love two people simultaneously?

Forgive my doubts, but these words have lost their meaning.

You love me,

but you love her, too.

Nights are the worst. I recently came across this song. It is so heart wrenching. 

讓我愛妳 然後把我拋棄
我只要出發 不要目的
我會一直想妳 忘記了呼吸
孤獨到底 讓我昏迷

我努力微笑堅強
寂寞 築成一道圍牆
也敵不過夜裡 最溫柔的月光

If your chinese sucks, the meaning of this song is fucking sad!!!!!!

And I need to share this sadness so I translated it from the way I understand the song.

Let me love you, then throw me aside.

I only need a start, not a purpose

I will always miss you till I forget how to breathe

Loneliness till the end,

let me fall into a coma

I try my best to smile and be strong

l build a wall of loneliness

but that is not enough to shield me from the gentleness of the moonlight