I have always been giving in and puttng myself at the losing end so much so that people start to think I deserve to be treated this way or short changed. Sick of it. What I don't understand is that why it is always permissible to hurt me instead of someone else, just because i will always compromise?
" Ohh we are gg to eat XXX because our friend here doesn't eat YYY. " Oh so it's ok to compromise and eat YYY and it'a not ok that I don't eat XXX? I'm not saying that it always has to go my way.. but if 5 out of 5 dining opportunities is about what other people dont eat and i have to eat smth that i don't. Then why do u even want to ask me out.
Or " i don't want to hurt her". Oh. so it's not ok to hurt her but it's ok to hurt me ? Since I am always the one who ends up hurt anyway. Or is it because no matter what I will always be lingering around until you finally take a second fucking look at me and my broken heart.
Just because i keep quiet , people think that i am ok with it, and they can keep doing it. But why take my kindness for granted.
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